heart breaking~~!! T.T

the only thing i hate the most is LIES~!!! but lies seem to be sticking to me..doesn't matter where i'll go...i hate it so much~!! this is the worse feeling i ever had~!!! FUCKING HATE IT~!! shit!!! @#$@#%@#%@(%&@(%!(%!%!%$%%^%#$%@$@!! SAD!

it feels like every thing just collapsed..every wish every perfectness that was wished......tears is the only expresser that could be used right now~!

time is need to forgive and forget~! i wonder...how long will it takes??~
it suppose to be a cold and nice night...but it ended up hot and unpleasant~! wonder how i sleep tonight~ @.@....sad~

really~  ;<